no replies so far to the job applications i've sent out. this resume flooding tactic is like blindly shooting darts and hoping that one might somehow graze the corners and land yourself in a job that you may not even like. i'm not an earnest job seeker but i'm beginning to feel embarrassed being unemployed. that's only stage one.
stage two: you receive critism about your company choice.
stage three: everyone seem to be earning more than your meagre pay cheque.

in sum, endless scrutiny and pressure.

how can we escape having our worth judged upon our job titles and wealth?

can a travel journalist travels and not write? or an office lady reports and knocks off from work as and when she likes?

i'm done with school; done with my grad trip(S) - both of them; now i'm finally unemployed, jobless, penniless. it strikes me that i have problems deciding on a career path precisely because i don't read enough. oh lord, let's get started.