who goes to the beach in long sleeves? my mom does, and buries her feet in sand. this childish woman turned 51 yesterday.





两天没出门，我快要变宅女了。



those who want to see my short hair
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want to see faster see..
see finish already i'm removing this photo from my blog.

*photo removed (:

it wasnt my intention to cut short my hair. havent had short hair since the butch-cut 2 years back, so naturally i was resisting big changes. but the woman just snipped away my hair without telling me how short she's going to cut it.

when sound becomes noise, it's very disturbing. recently i've taken a preference for silence. and being alone alone. please shut the world up just for one night. tomorrow i will buck up and fight.

this afternoon i spent 3 hours traveling to school for a 45-min tutorial. and i walked into and out of class with a clean sheet of paper.
zero takeaway. all those mrt rides made me sicker thats all.

and i was told off by the auntie beside me for taking a sip from my bottle on the train. how extremely law abidding she is. i needed that sip but thats not the point.


你不闻不问，我又何必那么在乎你。

because i cut my hair short
because i look more like an under-16 kid now
because i played the harry potter version of cluedo
because maria, van and yuk dont allow me to go malaysia in november
because i'm feeling generally quite happy
because i'm no longer running a temperature

i want to see some colors up here. :)

this baby's damn cute. i'm 100 percent sure it's a he 'cos i saw his that thing when the maid was changing his diapers. he was so attracted to beer (maybe it's the color) that he actually wanted to take a sip when we shove the cup into his face. damn hilarious.

and i saw the boy (i'm not saying who 'cos you'll know why later) from campus superstar on the bus just now. he kept looking at me probably cos i kept staring. ack. he's such a horrible singer that i always had to switch channel when it's his turn to sing.

i'm feeling so horrible now. fever's back again. and, i get off buses feeling sicker than ever.


+abrac[A]dabra+ says:
but u know wat?u should go sleep now..it's almost 12!!!o.O
plate and the crumbling crisps says:
yea i will go soon
plate and the crumbling crisps says:
SOON
plate and the crumbling crisps says:
do some rubbish first
plate and the crumbling crisps says:
like blogging
plate and the crumbling crisps says:
cos saw a lot of things today
+abrac[A]dabra+ says:
blogging?!
+abrac[A]dabra+ says:
do tt tmr morning la..
+abrac[A]dabra+ says:
go sleep leh..
plate and the crumbling crisps says:
why u forcing me to sleep
plate and the crumbling crisps says:
lol
+abrac[A]dabra+ says:
cos u not well ma..
+abrac[A]dabra+ says:
later tmr u become a zoombie how?
plate and the crumbling crisps says:
i sleep a lot this afternnon leh
plate and the crumbling crisps says:
so not tired leh.
+abrac[A]dabra+ says:
but u not well leh..
plate and the crumbling crisps says:
okok i will go sleep soon
+abrac[A]dabra+ says:
good.


i dont have a choice i guess. my mom's chasing me as well. alright. go sleep.


*oh yes, one important thing to note. i'm going malaysia early november. whahahah. to cameron highlands, KL and Penang probably. i still want to go somewhere else in december i dont care.
oh well, this piece of news didnt cheer me up much. i'm still very sulky....stupid fever @!$%@#$

i feel like a marshmallow now. the fever's back on again.

when i'm sick,
i look perfectly normal
but my responsiveness hits a new low
so i bum around and behave oddly
the above makes them think i'm dimwitted
i rather hide in my hole

i'm very appreciative that yuk brought lunch over.
*hugs pillow

great! it's 1159 now and i'm still in time to wish the big boy happy birthday.

last night we had a conversation that went like this:

me: wen jun! you turning 20 in a few mins time right?
him: no
me: then?
him: ?
me: tmr not your birthday meh?
him: yar it is
me: then!!
me: ask u if you turning 20 u still say no
me: -.-
him: 15 mins isnt a few
me: .................................
me: then what is it
me: hahah
him: i nv say i nt turning 20
me: tsk.


boys love to do this kind of things.
anyway we had swensens and bean curd today which was exactly a repeat of what we had for jian guang's birthday. i.e you can look at 27 july post. everyone still looks the sammee.

quiz is over and kar liang's so timely at feeding me with harry potter. i can read! :)

when it comes to sleeping, i've the least will power. night sleep, morning sleep, afternooon still sleep. i've tremendous will power to be a slave to it.

anyway though i had no intention of travelling to anywhere more foreign than genting this december, i checked out the rovers booth hoping that someone, just anyone can talk me into forking out a little bit of money to go somewhere decent for a hike or something. but freak..all sold out!

i know i shouldnt be going for any vacation for the sake of... but 2-3 days should be fine? i dont think my schedule would be that packed. so, i hope someone can throw me some ideas. better still, plan one for me!



just caught the seeker. free movie. not bad. but when there's too many fantasy stories out there it cant get too exciting.

很恶心吧？
这就是代价..

痛吗？
不痛。一切要有始有终。

last evening i had a very satisfying dinner at sizzler. we raided their salad bar and ice cream machine. and had a whole conversation surrounding the central topic of shit all because jia yinn made a white pile of look-alike. the rest of the gays kept going to the loo as well. damn funny.
it was a bachelor party.
and i'm always at bachelor parties. #$%^


i got home to find his letter on my desk again
this time i might just reply
i'm glad i told you about it.

WARNING
you are forbidden to touch my hands.
or hold them, swing them and
(insert whatever you can think of)
i am into conditioning period

you can still ask me out for badminton if you want. i most willing to sit there and watch and pick up the shuttles. like tomorrow, the boys are coming over for basketball. basketball leh!!
i cant play. =(

and most importantly, please be a gentleman or gentlewoman if you see me carrying heavy things.

the above warning is applicable for 5 months.
can be withdrawn without prior notice
the issuer of this warning has the right to discriminate

儿歌 张悬

还不确定你是否也喜欢气球 路边常常在发的那种
我和你约好 养只粘人的小猫 和一只大的温柔的狗狗
如果受了伤就喊一声痛 真的 说出来就不会太难过
不去想自由 反而更轻松 愿意感动 孤单不忐忑
生活 生活 会快乐也会寂寞
生活 生活 明天我们好好的过
还不确定你是否也喜欢气球 反正有还没听你说过
我们都觉得 成功没那么严重 做自己反而比较心安理得
如果受了伤就喊一声痛 真的 说出来就不会太难过
不去想自由 反而更轻松 愿意感动 就是种享受
生活 生活 会快乐也会寂寞
生活 生活 明天我们好好的过
生活 生活 会快乐也会寂寞
生活 生活 明天我们好好的过
明天我们好好的过


带着歌词里的心情面对每一天让我活得很自在，很开心。

why all words and no photos?
'cos i never take any photos larrr.. run through the archives again doh. stop disturbing me!

i'm struggling to resist falling into the stop-piracy-and-get-holes-in-pockets trap again. oh yuan, think about all those yummy things you can eat if you dont spend that $96.50 on cds!

good music vs. good food


i shall choosee...hm, good food..
lol. such gluttony.




aside
please, if you know you can do it, why aint you doing it.
stop wasting talents and stop wasting life.

i'm done with the bulk of the little percentages that contribute to the final grades. there's only a major project and 2 minor presentations left.
please cheer and award me some leisure.

which i did have yesterday; a great time catching lust caution at the theatre.
i'm coincidentally going through the japanese occupation period on my econs text now. (please just dont ask me what has history got to do with econs. thats what bascially i have to do: make economic sense out of history.) so uninteresting.
anyway the movie is nice. i'm quite glad i didnt have to see his balls (they said there's 2 seconds of it and of course, they cut it. 'it' refers to the film la not his ...) i would have fallen for him too if he hadnt strap her up with the belt.
他的眼睛真的会说话。我的也会。哈哈



oh i'm having too much finger cramps.

this was the first time the rain actually poured on me. naturally i was quite delighted (because i got to use the umbrella)
for more than a year, i didnt have a single chance to flaunt it.
i miss grabbing on to that flimsy thing for comforting shelter.

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but then again, maybe my umbrella and i are never meant to be.
not long after i got to use it, 6 cars ran over that poor thing.

you see, i was crossing the road with my violin and umbrella in one hand, and i was on the phone with my mom. i only realised i dropped it until i got to the other side of the road. so i watched helplessly as cars after cars smashed it and one innocent stranger had the pity-the-umbrella look in his eyes too. he dashed out after the 6th car to pick it up for me! 超感动的！


now i need to buy a new umbrella (and pray that i'll get to use it) but i just paid 340 for my exam registration. no money. tsk.

heey stranger in the neighbourhood.
i'm home! finally.
the block in front of mine got fenced up for whatever reason so i almost had to make a detour.
and, they're going to change the pipes tomorrow so there goes the water supply 9-6.
i'll be outside anyway so yup, thats fine.





gear up

you seem so lost. i wished i could put you in my pocket and carry you somewhere. but i realised, i might be taking you too off from where you should be. i could only point you the ways and pray that you see. i dont mind taking a longer route myself to walk you to where you should be, if i find you worthy. i dont mind settling down at a place where i am not supposed to be, if you want me to. but i cant help a person who shy away and refuse to speak..
humans all look the same, but we are different precisely.
eventually i have my own direction to heed.

i wish we could

the people staying on my block seem to be all musically inclined. playing out of tune guitar and screeching er-hu or some sorts. so this evening i decided to show them what real music is.
now my old spots are hurting very badly all over again. this will go on and go till march. i hope i can bear the pain.


i've this sudden thing for piano (and guitar)

some really old stuff. the kid is too adorable.







someone just tried to force open my door.
then after a number of failed attempts at turning the knob and pushing my door,
i heard the person ran down the steps in a hurry.

that person is either drunk. or attempting to mug. or prank-ing.

please stop all the call-to-keep-silent nonsense. and any other along that line. whoever you are. i had enough.

45 more days to go.

sometimes i just want to grab a life vest. sometimes i'm not content with staying afloat.
actually it's in the face, but i always find myself deferring. it's the waves i guess.
control those sails

hahah i just read eugene blog and i am so happy that he's going through his worst time now. eugene, you know what, i just finished all my midterms and i'm now soooo relaxed. okay la, there's quite a lot more shit to do but still...i feel like going down to SIM just to disturb you so you cant study. wahahaha. for the kick of it.

我才没那么无聊呢！



only you
can set yourself free

maybe i should leave my room and take a good look at how hard the rest of them are mugging at the library. but i dont want to leave the room 'cos the guy over at the next block, who loves to keep his windows and blinds open, always peeps out everytime i shut my door. i'll see him staring (because i stare at him).

there was one day i even saw him changing. -.-



argh. i'm not yours.

lomo lc-a+'s price is dropping.
some say its not worth paying that much for a piece of plastic. oh yea? i have always been resisting the temptation diligently.

can someone surprise me, just once, with that or a ticket to the david copperfield's show?

算了，还是实际一点吧！生活由自己主宰，梦想由自己实现。



prime. i've straightened out every thought.
tonight i drank 2 bottles of tiger with my stepdad and friend. social drinker la k! not a beer tank. but i think i'm starting to appreciate the taste of malt.

rest wont come so soon with the added jitters. all the way till March.

after march is a new story altogether. i'm pretty much looking forward to the probable new dimension.
i'm guessing it should be worthy. 没有耕耘，哪来得收获。

some things can wait.

i am talking in code again?

我的心灵又长大了。(:

carrying stones around makes me ache like a frail granny. i've half an hour to rest this set of bones.

just today alone, i was approached by 5 strangers. all male, for whatever reasons. one asked for direction and the other four just wanted to chit-chat (i presume so since nothing more constructive came from them). do i look that approachable?

anyway i'm extremely pleased to dump the readings on the chinese yuan after our 20-minutes presentation and 30-minutes Q&A. that's 15% done and we still have a 35% project paper to go.

Midterms
Friday- EC2373 (20%)
Saturday- FNA2004 (30%); DSC2003 (45%)
Tuesday-FNA2002 (30%)

wish me luck.

to myself, eat less sleep less play less read more write more practise more dont get into a relationship this week. hahaha.