hello from beijing!

thank goodness i've some internet here (so i can bid and stay in touch) but i cant open my own pages. it's likely that the china government block off all the access to all possible channels of what-they-call bad influence and my page is one of those bad influence. serious bad influence.

okay, got to go for now. going to some army museum. will keep you guys updated. :)

the week was such a whirlpool. please just pardon me for not acting to the complaints. give me a sunday and i'll cough up bigger photos.

if i ever have to step into a restaurant for westerns this weekend, please just strike pasta mania and swensens off the list. i'm very much sick of pastas and burgers, regardless of the way they're prepared. serving me chinese food is perhaps the easier way out if you could just cancel crystal jade and ding tai fung from the list as well.

"aiya, so ma fan, dont eat la."

someone just help me kick whoever that have had this thought after reading my para.


whirlpool spiralled around reaching home late every single day, food, and deciding when should be the last day of work. and that some-of-you-know-who-that-someone-is-and-some-still-wondering-who-that-someone-is (wahahah) drove me + joce out for supper with his he-thinks-no-gel-not-nice-hair-but-i-think-it's-perfectly-okay-hair.i enjoyed the week because for most of the nights you were there. the hearts are in safe hands.

and i shouldnt be sad because closure could be a beginning of its own. plus, i've made great friends (not colleagues).


birthday boy, though you really get on my nerves sometimes, i know it's all unintentional. and because you asked for 'nothing' for your birthday, i gave you what you wished for. =P





yuan will go on hiatus. my flight is on monday night (technically tuesday morning) and i'll return on the 18th with the intention to crash my laptop with even more photos. apologies to friends who i've promised to meet up with (especially fur) or tour with (yuk and jg). i cant celebrate van's and maria's horribly belated birthday. i cant be there for caiwen's birthday or dawn's second art show. i cant go genting with you bunch of friends =(

for these 18 days, i'll be travelling to 北京，上海，苏州，杭州。

the saddest bit of all is time is running out for me to address my issue.

take care of yourselves! especially dawn, thank god it isnt a serious slipdisc. and miss x, be strong. i love you all.

LOL! it turned out so tiny!

i'm so tired i think i can just hibernate for 4 days.

huge yawn.

i just back from timbre and because some of them will kill me if they dont see photos up by tonight, i decided to put up just one first.

humogous yawn.

最近真的很累。

我喜欢有人送我回家，
我喜欢有人陪我吃饭，
我喜欢有人walk my pace，
我喜欢有人穿我喜欢的颜色，
我喜欢有人唱歌给我听，
我喜欢有人送我亲手做的东西，
我喜欢有人陪我聊天，
我喜欢有人在我身边。

命中注定有点可怕，但我很庆幸认识了你。

fancy me still blogging at this "ungodly" hour in exactly what i'd been wearing since 1145am in the morning.

i'd pick-up from home to a free harry potter movie.
yay. i see your jealous eyes.
and i had been out since then. oh yes i did come back at 11 odd, and talked to you-dont-know-who and now-you-know-who just "watched" me suffer from hunger (which i'm forever and constantly battling against) and cruely refused to take me for supper. because, probably-you-still-dont-know-who said 1130 is an ungodly hour to sup.

but due to unforeseen circumstances, i left my place shortly after maybe-you-know-who went to dreamland.

and we had oreo cheese cake, nachos, and caught 0115 disturbia which was pretty good thriller with all the elements.

hope that you're feeling better. i'll walk you through.

anyway a close friend of mine you-know-who-you-are got me hooked to this song. i just thought that every girl out there should have a friend like that. (:

it's a guilty guilty friday.

can the weather get any worse than it already is?
i cant wait for summer to past. the gloomy fall should be catching up some time soon. we can jump on those crunchy crispy fallen leaves, snuggle in bed (do what i'm best at), and breathe in the moist air. because autumn is simply beautiful. and it makes people want to fall in love.

i might be.

dawn, i hope that you're already recovering from the backache.

if my memory speaks right, this is the first time i'm putting neo-prints up.

ok great. stomach's giving me problems. i'm going toilet. right now.

to the complaint kings and queens,
i've already enlarged the photos. now you just have to

step 1: lift your pampered fingers
step 2: scroll down to 16 July 07 post
step 3: click to enlarge
step 4: right-click to save picture
step 5: thank yuan

step 6: buy yuan an icecream without peanut-toppings. thank-yew-beri-much

they're so huge that you can spot your winkles.

i have this feeling that i would get scolded because the photos are so small even if you'd tried to enlarge it by clicking. errrr...i shall just sit on it until someone complains. bleah.

butter cookies dipped in honey. yum yums. i'm learning to appreciate sugar and cream. and consume less plate and crisps.

some things aint that important anymore.

the stupidest award goes to ...

*drums roll



american express!

this shows how screwed up banks seriously are. they're so desperate for plastic-card loving people that they just anyhow whack. please lar, give your targets a check first.

hahah. i had such a great laugh just now. "PRE-APPROVED" platinum card, and i'm expected to be earning over $50,000 per annum.

HELLO. 本小姐还没21，也没有什么income tax 还是IR8A。

evil TIME magazine sold me!

my mom has been even more cheery than she normally is. i should bring her somewhere with the miserable bit of money i've saved, somewhere to relax.

i'm happy with how things are right now.

why am i obliged?
why cant i have no-strings attached?

i cant find the fun in those childish acts. i only found butterflies in my stomach
as though i did something hell-ish wrong to deserve these. maybe i did, but even the great emperor said, 不知者无罪。

so why should i remorse when i dont know what fault i've done at all?

and () just spoils my day.

i'm about to watch running boy.


look at this! hahaha. i hope dawn doesnt mind me posting this up. she drew this with me in mind! and it's so me. friends will know just why.

"Kiyoshi's a quiet but endearing young man. He's 23 this year and spends his time
globetrotting around the world. He recently graudated from University as a
Veterinary Science major. He is taking a year long vacation before he starts
work as a vet. Kiyoshi is of American Japanese Parentage and is very very
handsome. He has a secret love for baking and cooking. And is a really good
elder brother to his two younger twin sisters. Fortunately for all the girls out
there, Kiyoshi is still single. But he insists that the girl must love dogs! "

dawn's new show will be here soon. you guys will love her new collection! so be there.

basically, yuan has been very busy. striking names.

this song brings all the lovely memories of those australia days.

and there eugene goes again, asking me to blog about how handsome he is. he ar, got scolded by yuk already still not enough. tsk, so ya i'm not so bad a person to butcher his self-confidence. (though it's honestly just an illusion) he is the most handsome. (with fingers crossed)

i bought something for my boy-next-cubicle and he told me he bought me something bitter. how sweet can he get, right?
i'm so hungry again i want to rip open that something i bought for him and gobble them all down.

当人没了奢求，没了妄想，就没了斗志。但只会在那儿狂想，没理，根本就在放屁。近来身边没什么高潮，人也变得无精打采。 tomorrow is another day!

theres no subject in school that taught me sign-reading, so you got to be more direct and straight-in-my-face. some day i'll scream into you, what took you so long.

近水楼台先得月, 向阳花木早逢春
freak. how did i become so unsure of myself.

thats the end of work at keck seng tower. we are all moving to sims avenue.

this morning,
my alarm went at 7am and i snoozed it and snoozed it and snoozed it and snoozed it until the time read 7:39am.
and so i thought, lets just snuggle for one more minute (i always wake up at 7:40 anyway)

that one minute became forty-one minutes and so was i late for work.















this is our 好姐妹.

AND. everyone please just divert your attention away from our handsome boy and look at the background.

O_O

how could candy and bing quan do that (behind my back)! lol.

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˵ĝέпέ Γµ@п: 爱不是相聚就是分离，但一定要留下相爱的痕迹！ says:
hey brb...bath
*red+u ˵ĝέпέ Γµ@п: 爱不是相聚就是分离，但一定要留下相爱的痕迹！ says:
okie..back
plate and the crumbling crisps says:
quite fast hor u
plate and the crumbling crisps says:
i still blogging
plate and the crumbling crisps says:
-.-
*red+u ˵ĝέпέ Γµ@п: 爱不是相聚就是分离，但一定要留下相爱的痕迹！ says:
wa liew...u so slow?
*red+u ˵ĝέпέ Γµ@п: 爱不是相聚就是分离，但一定要留下相爱的痕迹！ says:
haha
plate and the crumbling crisps says:
ehhh...i typing parting msg leh
˵ĝέпέ Γµ@п: says:
for me?
*red+u ˵ĝέпέ Γµ@п: says:
haha



as if i was really typing a freaking LONG parting message for him. lol.
hai. but still, bye eugene! thanks for being a great 5-week friend. =D

lunch and transformers were great.

it's my routine to blog hop every night and it's also my ritual to growl at how unkept some of my friends' blogs are. hello? i want more things to read.

pity i chopped off the yacht's head, the bush made the picture imbalanced, but whatever.

i ran another 4k tonight
and spent a few seconds of every hour thinking about you. i want august.

How does your result compare?
Far Below Average <--> Below Average <--> Around Average <--> Very Smart <--> Extremely Brilliant <--> Bright Mastermind <--> a Regional Genius <--> a Universal Genius

someone made me do it and so i did, half asleep. it's such a stupid test. i bet most of the people out there are universal genius(es)

i probably will leave for 6 months of SEP to melbourne in february so long my violin exam falls on a desirable date. but i aint REALLY excited about it.

and it's so hard to get us talking with you always not around.

there're 129 photos from yesterday to sort out, i've to make sure that the alphabets i'm punching in right at this second fall into the correct places and in the background i have james blunt singing (and so i sing along). it's pretty distracting or if said in an ugly sense, i cant mult-task.

so i've decided to shut james blunt (and myself).

but i've way too many so you (especially cheng yang, kar liang and jian guang) just click to enlarge and say if you want any particular one, just tag and i'll do something about it.