should we push ourselves harder?

counting down 23 days to sharing my surreal second life with my special one.

im finding it hard to ignore how significant this is, to me. i cant wait to show you the snippets of my life i know of - the places i've been to, the food i love, and the family - and the parts that i'm unfamiliar with - the places i've been to that ever change so often, the house i barely sleep in and the people i only talk to a few times every several years. so my point is, how do i even share the life i'm so out of touch with, so disillusional, so.... i don't even know how i feel about that life that flickers once in a while so how am i suppose to tell..









so let's put it this way, i'm discovering my other life together with you. and so now we share not just our everyday life but another which we together call an escapade..

too much