i didnt know that time has changed so much that being upset/angry over someone/something is all your own fault.

i am an idiot. crazy. angry. unreasonable. bastard. absolutely nothing to do with you.

why is it that even though i know what's the right way, i still go ahead with the wrong things. i feel so tired, tired of rebelling. all it ends with is war within myself, and yet nothing come across.

why am i holding to it. but why should i give. WHAT SHOULD I DO?!