case ended. and the shanghai volkswagen's problems still remain unsolved.

semis wasnt even half as scary as what i thought it to be. we survived. with heels still attached and blazers creaseless. the main thing is, We survived the run-over by a santana. and for this bloodless battle, cheers!

天天。忙着休息。忙着忘自己。

maybe i sound like a wuss. but why cant i break down and cry just for today. it's low tide. just because.

bang bang bang! the picture gun shot.

there were 3 groups of people i had to meet in one day but i ended up meeting them all at one shot (almost!). thats the good thing when all your friends are friends. tee-hee.

























with much missed mr low ba lo-ba at much-sick-of-already pasta mania. perhaps i should be more adventurous the next time and try something else besides vongole. vongole. and still vongole. but what if i get things like bacon that taste like ba gua!?


























and us one year ago? just received this photo from dawn. decided to add it in. i didnt change much, did i?



























and then was all the fooling arounds in wisma toilet.
um, it's not surprising i mean. all girls cam whore in toilets. yes, the toilet. if you didnt already know.




























all 6 of us. no mr low; no florence. miss x would have enjoyed herself if she was there, but oh well.

































oh god, my knees are killing me!

mom will be gone for 20 freaky long days. whats more depressing than that. for now.

because of all the pain i've to go through, i adore being a woman. being a super woman.

love life. breathe life.

Dear All,

Congratulations for making it to the semi-finals!

The semi-final and final presentations will
be on Saturday, 30 September, at 8:30 a.m. in LT16. You will be given
strictly 20 minutes to present, followed by a 10-minute Q&A for the
semi-final round and a 15-minute Q&A for the final round. Please come
in formal business attire.

wtf
how did we get in; how do we get out? bad attitude win me over. formal presentation makes me wannah pee. damn.

considering the $100 won just by getting into the semis, it's good money and good experience too hopefully? 

when will there be a value check?

we're almost running on mid-term. when school kicks start again, there are 5 project-deadlines to be met and 2 tests to wrestle with. "average number" super cow! and that leaves the statement 'i rather not have the recess week' well-explained.

world cafe and lau pa sat - i'm running on 6-day week.  

there aint much rationales behind what picts i chose to go along my posts. but what if there are? they wouldnt be important to most anyway. whats the point?

speedboat yang had been adapting so well until all his friends died on him; the puffy-eyes-not-eating-not-moving-syndrome drained away all it's energetic shell. all the time, he stones on the pebbles. with eyes closed of course.

i've been hitting the annual reports like some basic texts.
so, why are homework group assignments too. instead of reading through 30 reports now they only have to look at 3. kinky. they think that we didnt know. 

i might have been living with a alien-germ-infested-jawbreaker without even realizing it. like goodness, i'm zonked out for the third time in one month and a half. i want to blame it on the weather as far as i can. hell knows why winter decided to crash the equator.

this space is so turning into a health-log. scrolling down; it reads sick, recovering, dying. instead of spending time mugging like everyone else, half of my time was wasted on fighting things i cant see. i've evaluated my living habits: sleeping late, waking late, skipping meals. and i swear i did put in a nearing 100% effort to change all that. sometimes i asked myself if it's all in the mind but the fact is it's not in the mind; i'm not an psycho who feels more comfortable being sick all the time! roar

i dont exactly aspire to see myself standing on top of the world 5 years to come. but i want to be good enough to let my voice be heard.

how to be good?

exam-me

i still keep these 10 cents with me. they will come to use some day.

all the countries look appealing for overseas exchange. st gallen? stockholm? bocconi? i know i'll have loads of opportunities to travel, especially with aiesec. but i'm wondering where'd my money come from. it's not going to drop from the sky? sigh, i need a job.

today's make up forever workshop was all about our attempts at making sure both sides of our faces balance. their 25ml of pure water supposedly costs $25. okay, that's like $1/ml. it's way too ridiculous a price i think. so what if it's from paris.

fame hides everything. i want to be famous too.

on side note, vongole at munchie monkeys' nice. way better than what pasta mania serves.

my appearance here and my absence at ucc at this time of the day has my fate sealed; a decision made.

quitting is just painless goodbye to a disappointing system of management. and what brings is a shift in focus and a channel of energy into things that would probably bring much more meaning to life.

there wouldnt be anymore regrets

heeeeey aiesec! hheeey aiesec!
laos; checked, vietnam; checked, india, philippines, malaysia, indonesia, china, uk, canada, germany, singapore; all checked.



drumrolls



presenting the mini UN! aiesec national induction seminar jump start 06/07




























some of the nothing-to-do-the people shots.




























and team portugal!

C!!
a le le
a le le keeke kongka
a ma-sa ma-sa maaa-saa
ee-yao e-yao e-yao
WA!!

in actual fact, we are more of ASEAN than anything else.



























the campfire, the miss universe pageant
and for the first time ever, miss japan won the title!

there was half a night walk, a good massage, sculling and party after the campfire. slept in at 4 finally after a not-so-successful attempt at drying our hair in a freaking cold canteen.


though the talks did get a bit lids-pulling sometimes, it's still a bombastic experience to indulge in such diversity. a lot more to come. 

the doodle and the photo; i'll be leaving for jumpstart! 2006 in 7 hours time. it will be fun, almost certainly.


anyway, THE case is out! Shiseido and the China Market looks reeally hot! an impressive 27-pager. surely intimidating. and we have exactly 10 days to slaughter it.
ONLY 10 miserable days.

but if i can survive next week, i'm well up to an "insaned" level.


i'm anticipating; 

Did we draw a line too clear? Soft focus, my dear.

I'm picking up engine full

running fingers on strings used to be a chore really. now i'm loving every bit of it.
at least the scrawny dao-gehs' good at pulling me out of pools of commitments. at least for that few hours or so. we became really great friends.


sigh. what should i do.

someone offered to pay for my cab fare to school tomorrow but i turned him down. i shouldnt have. so much for feeling bad about taking advantage, and now i've to painstakingly THINK of ways to get there on time, which i probably never be able to manage. nevermind, i shall continue to think.

i foresee a tightly packed week to come, with the yet-another-boost of violin, followed by a series of meetings in preparation for the concerts scheduled on the following week, not to mention that i HAVE to be down for both days, yes and there is an induction camp over the weekends, and the preliminary case would be released and finally, a small group project.

and i just spent half of my day doing ONLY a case study and a chapter of reading for my level 2 mod. sometimes, i wish that we humans DONT need the r-e-s-t and the s-l-e-e-p.

to Steve Irwin, the Crocodile Hunter, i'll always be a big fan of yours just like every other kid in town, rest in peace.

the tutorials and the ccas have fully sunk in. now i deal with the real school that i'm still not adapting well to. participation in class was zero (not counting in the times when the questions were directed at me) and i'm afraid that i've to admit that i'm losing the peoples skills.

never mind that.
i was sick and sick again, and then when i was aboout to recover, the women's thing struck me. they were all problems. but they're all gone now.
i'm still very positive about this uni-life thing on the whole.

from now on, i will treasure every moment.