insensitivity, violence, lies, disagreements ... love even has to withstand the test of time. i've heard stories of friends' or friends of friends who broke up, patched up, still in the midst of negotiating time-out sessions, why is it that some people could bear with their partners' misgivings while onlookers gloatingly place their bets over dinner talks?

equally disturbed by my own nightmares last night of my beloved walking out on me when everyone else was against me, and on a separate occasion, exploring "friendship" with my girl friend. i could remember the anger which quickly turned to the oh so familiar sinking in your stomach that even after perhaps 8 hours later, i'm still feeling it. goodness, it;s just a dream. precisely unsettling because i caused our day to end on a bad note before i slept. call it fear or enlightenment, i know i need to show more appreciation to a man whom would never do my nightmare on me.

but back to the many stories, i cant help but to ask 'whats the last straw for these girls?'. i hope i never have to find out what is mine.