when you're not attending classes, you should be studying, revising, thinking. so when people ask you if you are free, what should you say? so many of my friends have started working, and to them, after work hours mean you-better-forget-work-and-start-playing. that's the difference. i wonder how long i could handle this difference before going mad.

totally hate that everything's due on the same day. I am just desperately looking forward to the end of wednesday, though it's yet another beginning to yet another rat race.
well recently, there's a lot of avoidance-avoidance decision making. so life seems bleak. for now.

okok, it's been 10am-11pm, and still going on on an non official school day