some friend is trying to talk me into doing the CP. yea, CP, the big current one, the one where your reports get published in business times where every business brain will read them. the one where you get to play consultant to winning companies.  ah, i don't know. i must say the idea of your name appearing in business times is very very attractive, but my mind has been set on writing a thesis which, i think, is exciting. i have been very very indecisive lately. life is slowly coming to a point where choices seem to become increasingly tricky and decisions harder to make. chances always seem to be coming at the wrong time. there's no longer SOPs you could brainlessly follow. occasionally i do feel like i'm stepping on rocks and pebbles while crossing this river blind-folded. but we don't have a choice there, do we. let's just try to figure this out.

anyways, busy with my big secret "project". there wouldnt be any more drawings for the next 10 days or so.