it has been probably 2 weeks. the movie itself did leave an impression but i thought that was all. but recently i find myself thinking and thinking about that particular fictional character and i cant help it. it would have been more consoling if my admiration for the character is attributed to my admiration for the actor, but no, not this time, i'm in love with that character! the character, get it? not the actor.

maybe that character is everything i look for?

hmmm. now i think about it, yea, he really fits: brains, wits, quirkiness. alone. doesnt talk much. thinks he can change the world but at the same time aware of his limits. naturally good with kids (sometimes it could be an undiscovered talent). dressing. home arrangements. sigh. and everything everything.. you probably can already make a guess who this character is. and i warn you against teasing me about it.