hurray this will be a fantastic semester. i dropped my fifth module and my appeal for another wasnt successful, so i only have 4 to juggle. that still equate whomping workload and unfriendly course mates. i pity myself for doing a second major under the most retarded and inhumane faculty. at this rate, i will never know when i would be able to graduate. i dont enjoy toying around with uncertainty when it comes to big things. it gets on my nerves. my anxiety peaks every 2 hours (special thanks to violin) so i have to stroke and tame myself very often. looks like i will have to go for more yoga. my anxiety is peaking again at the very mention of it. a tiny voice tells me it doesnt matter as long as i keep up with my practise everyday. but it is painful not to know when your exam is. it's okay to be anxious isnt it? this is worse than academic exams. am sure i will feel much better once the date and the time has been scheduled. POSITIVITY.

i dreamt of you thrice in a week. twice you were just a msn window and third time your face was distorted and limbs were broken.