23 hours later, the sun shall rise as usual.
looking back 12 months,
being a new kid in school, i made new friends, struggled with snooze button, skipped classes, hated projects, and found excuses to escape in the middle of the term several times, fought hard against jet-lags and occasional coughs and colds. my rebellious-for-a-cause-nature got me into troubles and out of troubles.
my 20th was one of the worst. not many knew of what happened. it doesnt matter anymore because i have walked out of that pair of old jeans.
i did what i would least want to do for a vacation job but it made me a good bit of money. it was an experience working in a familiar environment with new colleagues, some of them who eventually became my friends. during that period, my aloof nature almost cost me a close friend. and i started eyeing a new pair when i still had my old jeans half on. i couldnt be more happy because of the little things that happened. when i made up my mind, you decided to tell me i'd been wrong. it was almost as bad as february could be.
when autumn came, i learnt to take things as they come. was nevertheless stressed over school and the RPG, which completely screwed my hormones. and when i started getting used to how things run, i suddenly found myself running in between 4 places a day. eventually, we managed to tide through.
towards year end, i found myself entering a new phase, like how suddenly cartoon network is no longer the first channel you tune to when you come back from school. maybe this phase is adult-hood, but i'm relunctant to lose my child-likeness (not childishness). i found some of the similar-things-said-to-me very offending. only one or two took my silly attempts at showing my displeasure seriously. sometimes it's easier to lose some than resetting boundaries i had loosely drawn on sand.
i've played my last seed...if it's a game which should have never started, it's 'bout time i pick up those signs for real.
what i really want to do is to catch the fireworks and then stay out to catch the first day-break of the new year yet i didnt even try asking.
looking back 12 months,
being a new kid in school, i made new friends, struggled with snooze button, skipped classes, hated projects, and found excuses to escape in the middle of the term several times, fought hard against jet-lags and occasional coughs and colds. my rebellious-for-a-cause-nature got me into troubles and out of troubles.
my 20th was one of the worst. not many knew of what happened. it doesnt matter anymore because i have walked out of that pair of old jeans.
i did what i would least want to do for a vacation job but it made me a good bit of money. it was an experience working in a familiar environment with new colleagues, some of them who eventually became my friends. during that period, my aloof nature almost cost me a close friend. and i started eyeing a new pair when i still had my old jeans half on. i couldnt be more happy because of the little things that happened. when i made up my mind, you decided to tell me i'd been wrong. it was almost as bad as february could be.
when autumn came, i learnt to take things as they come. was nevertheless stressed over school and the RPG, which completely screwed my hormones. and when i started getting used to how things run, i suddenly found myself running in between 4 places a day. eventually, we managed to tide through.
towards year end, i found myself entering a new phase, like how suddenly cartoon network is no longer the first channel you tune to when you come back from school. maybe this phase is adult-hood, but i'm relunctant to lose my child-likeness (not childishness). i found some of the similar-things-said-to-me very offending. only one or two took my silly attempts at showing my displeasure seriously. sometimes it's easier to lose some than resetting boundaries i had loosely drawn on sand.
i've played my last seed...if it's a game which should have never started, it's 'bout time i pick up those signs for real.
what i really want to do is to catch the fireworks and then stay out to catch the first day-break of the new year yet i didnt even try asking.
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