those closest to me know that i'm a piece of emotionless highly emotional crap. the things i complain about are usually things that dont affect me at all. when really bad things come along, i choose to keep my silence. and then weep alone
i should be at the hospital now. but i dont want to cry infront of her like an idiot.


是的，人总是要吃饭的。

i hope she's fine. i'll be at the hospital the next few nights if they dont chase me away. i need a night to collect myself, just to think of how to appear aloof.

com'on she'll be fine. :)