in my attempt to find myself in worst states. i just felt like posting ugly photos of myself.

this is called beggar me.

ok, i too have no idea why i looked so happy being one. i guessing it's the suitcase and the idea of basking which i honestly dont mind doing just to fund my travel(s).

current state of being:
1) rediscovering the world that i've for-a-moment forgotten. i guess i was too caught up in my mixed fantasy.
2) leaving the idle self behind and make attempts at getting more involved with an even high level of self discovery. that includes babysitting.
3) picking up a new hobby of noise and fusion.
4) rejecting distractions
5) finding a partner who understands the above 4 pointers (i guess this is the hardest of all)

to most people, none of the above made sense.
anyway, your takeaway for today is, Steve Irwin left us exactly a year ago..