ugh. i just got off the edge of my parents' bed where i have dangled for half an hour, replying all the msges (one from the client as well). and i still have 15 more minutes to kill before i can get ready to go for lunch with my colleagues.

strange?


not strange.
i woke up at 9 today. too late to work, too awake to sleep in. so thats half day gone.



why cant we talk just because we miss each other. why cant you call just because. why do we have to look for reasons and excuses all the time before we can kick off a conversation. why cant we be irrational. why cant we just say hi. why dont we have the courage. why is it always so near yet so far.