i'll probably whine about this even more. so far, i've run to my mummy like a little girl who had just scrapped her knee. crying, "nus burst my bubble!".

judging from how an A in econs modules comes so naturally for me like a fly to dung, i might as well just fake a sad goodbye to business and hug economics (which probably will take me as a good son.) i had been bringing up this topic about switching course so many times that i guess even my friends are sick of hearing me talk about it (just that they never complained). but they're probably reading this line, and rolling their eyes, and thinking, "heh. you actually realised that?! please just spare my ears."

it's been more than 3 months already and i'm still trying to let go.
the song sings my whats-on-mind exactly. thats why i love it.

也不是真的不要关心 也不是真的不曾介意
可偏我也不是真的拒绝这一切 只留下自己
也不是全都不理不听 也不是真的无从继续
可每一次我都试著坚强 都成了不得已的哭泣

也不是真的不要关心 也不是真的想尽办法任性
而你懂不懂我 懂不懂 其实我心里都珍惜
也不是全都不理不听 也不是硬要颠反事理
可每一次我的试著靠近 都成了你看见的抗议



咳！还是来张照片，想想发生过的开心事，开心一下吧。