you know, i had another dream last night. it was something along the line of getting married to a childhood sweetheart with only a name, a body and no face. why even dreams grow up.

but i'm kind of looking forward to the day i can deface this facade of independence altogether and for once rely on someone and be taken care of.

from dreammoods,

To dream that you are planning your own wedding to someone you never met,
is a metaphor symbolizing the union of your masculine and feminine side. It
represents a transitional phase where you are seeking some sort of balance
between your aggressive side and emotional side.

at the moment i just have to be strong.