i know you have seen this photo before but i dont freaking care. LOL! this is big deal because i have just made my very first online transaction for this personalised cashcard.



after a very emo-friday with tangled insides and strangling stomach, i woke up the following mornings feeling so EXTREMELY blank and upset. i feel appreciative for having spent more than half of the time with my friends but i cant kick off the ringing thought that i'm now a "retired" staff, and i wont get to see old bean, talk to old bean, rubbish with old bean like i did. and i wont get to listen to joyce's experiences nor would i get to hear sk's R21 plots.


coming in late for work, playing sudoko and reading papers have became my habits after these long-but-not-long 5 and a half months. and i have always enjoy the after-6 hours the most because it gets so comforting and relaxing to chit-chat. i would sit around and ponder over the similiarities in the top views of all cars, listen to the buzzing of my pc which i no longer finds irritating, disturb old bean and joyce a little and wait for him to sign off his very last emails before we call it a day. and i always get a drive out after that without fail.



now i know how hard it is to kick away habits.



i know we all have to move on in life. and honestly i'm far more than a little surprised that i'm taking so long to adapt to this nasty transition.

oh my goodness, this is getting a bit heavy.

on a lighter note, bean joyce sk, thanks for all the very fond memories :)
till one month later!