i hear a million thoughts buzzing in my head. my heart's heavy and my pulse races and skips. the sight of food irks me even on my empty stomach. i have had diarrhoea in the morning, and petty problems falling asleep for 3 consecutive nights already. i sense tremendous bouts of pressure though there's nothing much to commit at this juncture. sometimes i just wish i knew whats' wrong.

i cant wait to pull myself up and out.