there were fun and sun in the day, now me and the sulky world. yuan is emo-ing very badly. nothing is helping. obviously i'm making myself. or maybe because i'm hungry at the very wrong and the most sinful time.
i handled myself SO WELL months after months. i kept telling myself to forget about him forget about him and TADDA, i forgot about him!
like real.
but i really did manage to hide him in some place i didnt bother to search for. isnt that like the bestest thing ever? BUT NOW efforts are wasted, just because i drove myself back into the wall after doing a huge u-turn. AHH!! i dont know what the hell i'm doing.

to note, wild wild wet wasnt fun. but the company was. we had cheng yang who's so afraid of everything, and we had everyone else being the totally opposite. i'd always loved this conflict of interest.

i'm trying, still trying, trying...